Today we went to the beach. I thought it would be a nice way to get out and have fun. I must say that I DID have fun with Dayne at the beach. It was difficult for me though. Seeing all the tiny little girls running around. I had bathing suits for Alexandra already. Clothing was something I was excited about, so any event that would require out of the ordinary clothing becomes difficult for me. I find myself thinking..."I had the most perfect outfit for Alexandra to wear to this/here/for this" And then when I see little girls wearing cute little outfits I think about how cute Alexandra would have been.
We didn't take a special picture for Alexandra today. A dear friend of mine has already taken pictures of Alexandra's name on a beach in the sand, so I decided not to today. I ordered my treasure bean though and as soon as I get it, I will take pictures everywhere with it. I'm very excited to have that special way for Alexandra to be in my pictures.
For the time being, I took many pictures of Dayne. I have thought about posting one, but I don't want to hurt anyone, so have decided against it for the time being.
I do hope that Alexandra was watching her big brother play in the water today. We saw a hawk on the way to the beach and on the way home and it made me wonder if Alexandra was close by, coming to watch Dayne play in the sand.
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I had so many outfits for special occasions for Kennedy too. I will sometimes catch babies with an outfit on that I had bought for Kennedy, which are terrible triggers. Glad you enjoyed your day with Dayne...
ReplyDeleteI have a huge container of Lily's clothes just sitting in a closet :( I was so excited when I found out that she was a girl just because of the clothes!
ReplyDeleteI need to order Lily's treasure bean...
I'm glad that you had a nice time at the beach with Dayne...
I'm so glad I could spend the day with you today and our boys could play. I'm so sorry Alexandra couln't be there, I wished she was too. Whenever I see a butterfly I think of her and today I saw one, so I know she was with us watching us play and sending her love.
ReplyDeleteYour big sister
I am sure she was with him.
ReplyDeleteSometimes, Bobby and Maya will start to laugh, while staring in one direction, or they will carry on conversation. I cant help but wonder if it is their siblings, with them...