I am starting this blog because I want to remember this part of my life. Of course, I want to remember pretty much every part of my life, but I want these memories vivid...Always available...and available without having to talk to anyone else.
You see, my life recently changed. It changed so drastically, that I don't know if I will ever be the same.
On April 27th 2010 I woke up like I do every other day. I got my son ready for school, I woke my fiance up to drive him to school. I decided if I should eat left over pizza for breakfast before my appointment. I had one of my last few appointments before my daughter was to be born. I was excited, but tired and sore.
I never would have guessed that just a few hours later, we would be informed that our beautiful baby had passed away and we would never get to see her smile, or hear her cry, or spend any time with her, alive, out of my womb.
We have been broken. Forever broken.
About Me
- Melissa
- My name is Melissa. I started this blog to allow my friends and family to know how and what I was doing after the loss of my daughter. Her name is Alexandra and she was stillborn on April 29, 2010. I was just over 37 weeks pregnant when we found out she had passed away. I continue to write on this blog to keep Alexandra's memory alive and to share some insight into what this walk through grief is truly like.
I'm from BBC and I have to say, that you are such a strong woman. I don't know how strong I would be to do this... I am so sorry for your loss.
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